Drizzled EMOTIONS ! ! !

                                                      "once in my life i was hurtin,’

                                                      in case you haven’t noticed.

                                                      but now, i’m alright…

                                                      all things are becoming clearer,

                                                      as radiant as a soft morning sun.

                                                      all the hurt i felt are gone now,

                                                      i am but catapulated to a new heights.

                                                      a new life is beckoning…

                                                      because you are for real,

                                                      you have come into focus.

                                                      you are not a silhouette anymore…"

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here’s for you partner… Harly H.

reminiscent of my hurtin’ saga…

those were the days…

i look in your eyes i saw

a tear starts to fall.

blamin’ myself that i made you cry again,

i’m so sorry that i hurt you again.

baby, i know, that this time we’ll gonna be apart.

why is it that you can’t see,

that you hurt me too.

sleepin’ alone is too much for me to take (was it 6 months?),

you ain’t sorry for everthin’ that you did.

oh why can’t you feel?

that i’m slowly drownin’ away.

ref.

have we lost that lovin’ feelin’

you slowly driftin’ away.

and i, drownin’ in my sorrow.

why can’t we talk,

forget about our differences.

let’s heal the wounds,

and LOVE again.

there’s nothin else that i could do,

but love you true….

                                                                        unfinished… still finishin’ up….

today i received a gift, an early x-mas gift from my better half. i must admit, this is one of the very few moments that i could consider a miracle, a blessing from above! know why? because my partner is not the person who often gives gift, and this one really elated me to the max because of the symbolism of the "present" she gave me. she said — "a belt symbolizes the strength of our love for each other." really, this statement from her made me more than just happy. it has given me more strength and the will to battle the odds that forever lingers around …

hey, i had never received a gift like this in my entire life… so spare me my moments…hehehe! much more that it came from the person that has given me much reason to live and enjoy life …

thank you very much that whenever i feel discouraged, whenever i feel the weight of the world around me, you are there to easen my load, you and KAYE, have always been my courage and my strength amidst the turmoils that beseiged me from time to time. not one word could ever express the love i have for both of you… you’re all i live for, you are my life.!!!